Whoah, it’s been a crazy couple of months. Let me tell ya’ – I got out of an eight and a half year relationship, lost my job, moved to another part of town, and have been discovering all the idiosyncrasies that stop me in life. I have been in one big emotional roller coaster ride, and it’s not over yet!
What I’ve realized to date is that I am way too nice, when I would rather be an asshole sometimes. It doesn’t serve people to be nice. It makes more of a difference to be straight with someone about how you feel instead of suger coating it – like icing over mud pie…
I’ve also discovered that I withhold to dominate over people. Ugh, I disgust myself sometimes. It’s all a part of being human, I know. But you know what? Despite all these things that have happened to me, and despite all the repulsive things I discovered about myself, I am still awesome.
Here’s mud in your eye with a little bit of icing from the mud pie.